You are x.
You are not a disappointment.
You are x.
She wants you to be y.
You continue to be x.
You are a disappointment to her.
But you are not a disappointment.
You are x.
She wants you to be y.
You try to be x + y.
She is pleased that you are x + y.
You feel like x + y = insane pressure.
You feel as if you should be able to handle such a small thing as x + y.
You are a disappointment to yourself because you cannot handle x + y.
But you are not a disappointment.
You are x.
She is y.
y = awesome and beautiful and incredibly gifted.
In your eyes, y > x.
Because y > x, you feel you are a disappointment.
But you are not a disappointment.
x= red, y= blue
God made x.
God made y.
(God made z, too.)
x = perfectly made
y = perfectly made
So you are not a disappointment.
You do x because x = red.
You don't do blue because y = blue and you are x.
All the z's don't understand because z = purple = blue + red
But you are not a disappointment.
For You formed my inward parts...I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
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But now God has set the members, each one of them, in the body just as He pleased.
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You are not a disappointment.